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[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses. (but eh, i lost them.)
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles. (the asianversion, anyway? i think.)

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents. (not to their faces)
[x] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[] I want to have kids someday. (Just not... looking forward to pregnancy and labour)
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[x] I almost always do my homework.=
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public. (leggings. but no one noticed.)

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. (mine haven't grown in yet... )
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[x] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. (.. i don't remember anymore. if i did, it was in fifth grade.)
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace. (well, technically, it was from fanfiction.net, heh.)
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher. (thought i did, for a while.)
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight. (with my bro. good times. )
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. (well, it's when i'm getting over my cold .. like, a week after i stop being sick XD)
[x] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose. (hurt=/= cut, btw)
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying. (...depends when)
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide. (as a hypothetical situation)
[ ] I've attempted suicide. (what i did doesn't count. it was just stupidity. xD)
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. (used to.)
[x] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. (they're hand-me-downs from my mother and my aunt, but
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well. (I can sing on key, but not well)
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[~sorta] I open up to others easily. You ask me a question I'm most likely going to answer it.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs. (bug project, wtf. XD)
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly. (in my head.)
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[x] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well. (I lick the batter well?)
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I've worn pajamas to school. (IF YOU HAVEN'T, YOU'RE MISSING OUT)
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. (OMG CAN YOU NOT.)
[~sorta] I laugh at my own jokes. (Yeah. I'm sad like that. )
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.

[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[~i'm not ticklish at alllll.] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games. (or I'd... like to more frequently OTL)
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] All of those are answered honestly (but really... I could be lying here. *MAKES YOU THINK*)

I feel lost.

Like something took a vital part of me away and isn't willing to return it, no matter how much I'm willing to pay. And the something-thief ran away and drowned itself.

I'd say it's loneliness, but I'm not, and now I'm going to have to claim that my ability to rationalize is the thing that's lost.

I have no clue.
I honestly have no idea.

Today?

I'm just less than satisfied.
:/

Speak for yourself.

:]

New chapter of Memories for Sale up. It basically centers on Tsubasa, but you can (sort of?) tell that the first couple of lines is taken directly from what I experienced earlier today. :/

[link]

Love, dears! Review!

Ughhh~.
Yeah, so my brother's having his birthday party today -- twenty-three days after his actual birthday, mind you. This entire system pushes my own party back about a month. D: So yeah, kids-who-know-me-close-IRL, expect an invitation set for around May 19th-ish. ;D (Ehehe, Diana, I keep forgetting to punch Seth. -_-x)

My brother caught this bug in the ventilation system earlier this morning, when he was dusting. And so he stuck it in this little Ziploc bag .. and as I was reading Gregory Maguire's Lost, I was also watching the bug take its hind leg and scratch itself like a little dog. XDDDDD; Hilarious.

We're picking Diana up in the afternoon, yay! Yeah, so I should start getting dressed. o_o; Still in pajamas. But then again, what weekend exists that I'm not in my pajamas all day? D:

Winter drumline championships next week. And then my birthday on the 30th. Heavens, I'm feeling old~. And pretty odd this week. I've been completing my math lessons a day before we actually start them in class. So I get the homework done before my teacher assigns it to me. (Amusing and stupid, I know. Overachiever. But still. It helps me. XD)

On Monday, my English Honors teacher told us that we had to bring an Outside Reading Book (ANY book this time that's fit for adults, at least 400 pages long, and fiction, as long as it's okay with our parents -- NOT a classic! YESSS~) on Friday and that we were to finish reading the book by late May. On Monday, and Tuesday, I couldn't go to the library. On Wednesday, I started to worry that I wouldn't be able to get my book on time. Thursday at lunch, I headed over to the school library and checked out Vanishing Acts by Jodi Picoult. I read on-and-off from 5 p.m. to 2 in the morning. We were supposed to start the assignment at third period on Friday. On Friday, after school, I finished my book. YAY FOR ME~ I now have another favorite author. XDDDD;

I'll pull out some awesome quotes from the book sometime. You guys should all read it. <333333 It was just great. Probably the best fiction book like that I've read in a while. ;o

But how I wish it were.
D:

Yeah, so basically I'm sitting in our hotel room at the Las Vegas Monte Carlo doing nothing at all. We've been in LV since Sunday, and I confess -- I want out. Shopping, GameWorks (and, with it, air hockey and DDR SuperNova~), more shopping, more shopping.

My parents took me to Las Vegas and all I got was the memories that came with it all, a long-sleeved polka-dotted gorgeous polo shirt that pretty much pwns all of Rae's striped ones, three pairs of shoes, jeans, a pack of hair accessories, an all-day pass to GameWorks, a stomachache, a downward spiral into deeper obsessions, and the deep desire to go home.

How're you guys; how's your spring break going?

The Mood reminds me of .. well, I (Riffie) would be the one in pink going around all crazy-like and such; Mima'd be the one in blue just sweatdropping at the idiocy of it all. XDDDD; I miss that girl.